emersed in you
when i think of that moment, my insides don’t know what to do with themselves.
the moment when i finally see you, after all these years. when we hug. what will i do with myself. if the thought is this overwhemingly, i feel like when the time presents itself my need for oxygen will be unimaginable. when so much has happened between us, even in the absence of us. will it come on fast and leave just the same, or build slowly and confirm that which exists between us. we don’t really know, and that’s the beauty of it all. you can plan for it, dream about it, and even wish towards it. but when it comes it will play out as its intended, every touch, every look, everything. my only advice is to practice nothing. don’t prepare for it, just let it happen, cause thats what its gonna do. its gonna happen. all you can be is patient.
