the jaw.

LISTEN TO YOU HEART. What’s it saying? What’s it trying so desperately to tell you? I mean really listen. It’s saying don’t worry, theres no need to. It says its gonna be great. I really believe its going to work out, and that’s not just wishful hoping or the fact that I want it to, even though I do. But when I sit here and stop worrying for one moment..im at ease, deep down I know, am certain, that it will be alright. I guess you’ve just gotta learn to trust that.

On a side note, Im slightly disappointed in myself, and while I would rather come to find this disappointment in a different manner sometimes there isn’t a pretty way of making it apparent. Sometimes it call for an abrupt change, a rude awakening to get your attention. So heres why: when we like someone -I really don’t need to explain this as im pretty certain that you are all humans, but , people nonetheless get wrapped up in other people. Some are better than others at keeping their distance, and semi-avoiding such problem but realistically everyone does it, just to different degrees. This past week ive found that a lot of really good friends, particularly guy friends, I haven’t spoken to, really spoken to in months. And I miss that, i miss talking and making plans. I suppose the lesson here then is this; even if you have a love interest don’t forget to make plans and stay in touch with your buds, and the sad part is most of the time, we’re are entirely unaware, and it takes some sudden disruption to notice it, making it all the more scary.

Things will be good, its what my heart says, and afterall, it knows best.