greedy
I’ve said it once, twice, probably about 5 thousand times give or take a hundred I’ve said that I’ll try to not analyze, stress and get so worked up when someone doesn’t say hello, or falls off the earth for a week…two or months. and I’ll say it again. and rather than being upset with myself for falling back into this rut over and over, I’m going to give myself a helping hand. because yes. I do get emotional. and yes I do have a tendency of blowing out of proportion. BUT (yes, this deserves a big butt) I’m trying and you can’t criticize that. because even if I fall 999 times I’ll get up a 1000. no one is telling you, you have to fake your emotions and be chipper 100% of the time, but that doesn’t mean you can be in the dumps everytime something doesn’t go as you expected it to. most importantly I have to learn to trust what I do know and hope the best for what I don’t. if you know someone cares for you and they have made that evident why do you persist on telling yourself otherwise? that’s the root of the problem right there. because with a little trust you won’t find yourself questioning that which you already know. only then will you find yourself alright when something doesn’t happen right away. trust, you’ve gotta have it.
I think when it comes down to it we just want everyday to be perfect whether we’ll admit to it or not. and truth is, it’s anything but. it’s all how you roll with it
